I have to apologize for the long gap since I last posted here. It seems like the days are passing without my really noticing, so I'll give a brief recap of the past few weeks…

I am loving my OB/GYN rotation! I had been hedging over the past 6 months since I hadn't gotten to try it yet, acknowledging that I'd really enjoyed being in the OR during my surgery rotation, and that I liked the continuity on my family medicine rotation. I felt like I really couldn't just say that I wanted to do OB/GYN when I hadn't really gotten a chance to do it. Now that I'm here, however, it's clear that the things I liked most about other rotations were the things that make up the core of this rotation. I think that most students have an ah-ha moment when they realize that they are rotating through their future specialty. I know that some have many such moments throughout the year and a few reach the end without one, but usually some elective time solidifies things and these moments present themselves, if later than your average medical students' anxiety level would prefer. Here are a few examples highlighting how I know that I've found my place, in no particular order:

• Delivering babies is pretty cool. I think most vaginal births are pretty awesome, and as much as I wouldn't wish a C-section on anyway, they are pretty magical in their own way. One minute, you're in the OR cutting through skin, fascia, and smooth muscle, and the next minute there is a baby coming out of the incision!
• The surgeries on this rotation are some of the coolest I've seen. Fixing (or at least improving) incontinence surgically makes a huge difference for patients, and the anatomy is fascinating. I love that we still don't totally understand how it all works!
• There is a strong research ethic, and the research program includes many of the social and economic determinants that I have come to know and love. I think I'd be well-supported! As much as I love "blazing trails" and "defining my own path," I worry that in some fields those might be synonymous with "being completely alone and isolated" and "not getting any respect or funding."
• The people I'm working with are engaging and entertaining. I have had really good experiences all year with both residents and faculty, so this doesn't seem like an entirely fair thing to say; most rotations have featured an entertaining cast of characters, and this one is no exception. I like strong personalities, and they are present in abundance!